Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Goodbye 2018

Hi Korang! Did you miss me?

I've been dealing with a lot of personal issues this year. 2018 was deadly rough. I went through a few worst scenarios that made me had a major trust issue. Too much unnecessary drama to a point, I actually considered having my own reality tv show. Ko umur-umur macam ni pon pandai buat-buat bajet KimK eh.

But when I started to count my blessings, I realize how lucky I am to have family and close friends that care so much about me as I do towards them. They would never do anything to hurt me.

I can never change the past but I can change myself. I stopped thinking about my problems and change my lifestyle. If you want to be happy, it has to start with YOU. I went to the gym, go on daily jogs, went hiking, got involved with outdoor activities, joined Zumba classes and started to get closer to Allah. I surrounded myself with good and positive people. I left everything and everyone that was toxic to me and vice versa.

I want to be happy and positive again just like I use to be when I started blogging here and then vlogging on my youtube channel. Editing my best friend's wedding, footages from 2 years ago, filled with all the people that I love, somehow brought back that feeling.

The motivation I once lost but now regained.

Goodbye 2018. I can't wait for 2019.

New Life.
New Possibilities.
New Kaydee.