Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Goodbye 2018

Hi Korang! Did you miss me?


I've been dealing with a lot of personal issues this year. 2018 was deadly rough. I went through a few worst scenarios that made me had a major trust issue. Too much unnecessary drama to a point, I actually considered having my own reality tv show. Ko umur-umur macam ni pon pandai buat-buat bajet KimK eh.

But when I started to count my blessings, I realize how lucky I am to have family and close friends that care so much about me as I do towards them. They would never do anything to hurt me.

I can never change the past but I can change myself. I stopped thinking about my problems and change my lifestyle. If you want to be happy, it has to start with YOU. I went to the gym, go on daily jogs, went hiking, got involved with outdoor activities, joined Zumba classes and started to get closer to Allah. I surrounded myself with good and positive people. I left everything and everyone that was toxic to me and vice versa.


I want to be happy and positive again just like I use to be when I started blogging here and then vlogging on my youtube channel. Editing my best friend's wedding, footages from 2 years ago, filled with all the people that I love, somehow brought back that feeling.

The motivation I once lost but now regained.


Goodbye 2018. I can't wait for 2019.

New Life.
New Possibilities.
New Kaydee. 


Wednesday, September 12, 2018

Betrayal


"Because when you betray the people you love,
when you make them see the worst parts of you,
what you've done changes everything. 

There's no going back. 

You've shattered the bonds you worked so hard to forge.
And the stronger those bonds once were,
the more difficult they are to put back together...

If they can be repaired at all."


Mary Margaret Blanchard,
Once Upon A Time, Season 4.